Sydney – Hanoi
I am flying Thai Airlines to Hanoi
and I'm on the plane as I speak or should I say - as I write. The impeccably
groomed stewardesses have just begun giving the safety demo and I am completely
transfixed. They glide into position like dancers in an exotic ballet; their
very formal Thai silk outfits, each one a different colour, with a
gold edged princess sash across the chest; seem to sparkle in the dim cabin
light. I am glad I am watching so carefully for when they don their life
jackets, I notice they buckle up a different way to normal. Not that it will be
much use if we have to crash land in the desert. Parachutes would be more
sensible. Just an extra tab to pull, so a bright Thai silk parachute could pop
out instead.
I’d rather be flying straight to Hanoi but
instead I will be transiting for a couple of hours in Bangkok. I’ve never been
to Thailand. I know there must be more to it than beach resorts teeming with
British backpackers and aging potbellied sex tourists, (there’s a few on this
flight) but I am not drawn there yet. However stepping on to any foreign plane
is like stepping into another country; each time we do, we get a little taste,
like now. I’ve been senso-perving since
I hit the departure lounge, not just watching people, but picking up colour,
shape, scent, tone, light, sound, texture. I’m pretending I have a torch camera
stuck to my forehead with a sense detector on my lapel so l can zoom in and out
at will, capture grabs of sound, light, movement; feel the temperature on the
back of my neck, the rattle of air past my nose. I am a living breathing sense
collector and for the next six weeks this is my job.
I know it may seem odd that a writer who also
makes a living teaching writing, would to go to such lengths to find time to
write. Why don’t I just practice what I preach; write every day if only just
for ten minutes, write in your lunch break, tea break, in the doctors waiting
room, in the bank queue, go to work an hour or two early and write before
everyone else gets in, write in cafes if your partner is jealous and doesn’t like
you writing at home. Tell him you are meeting an old flame, he probably won’t
find it nearly as threatening.
The fact is I am just as bad as the
rest of you. They say ‘what the teacher teaches, the teacher needs most of
all’. I put things off, in the too hard basket, say I will do it later - I
don’t have time right now! I close the door on my writing instead of leaving it
open, just a crack, just a smidgin, even for writing in small ways - jotting,
making lists, word collecting, grabbing ideas when they turn up unannounced.
You have to be at the ready to catch them. You have to have notebooks planted
everywhere, a tiny one for wallet or purse, not so tiny for the car and gym
bag, medium size for the magazine rack in the toilet and the special one with a
pretty cover for beside your bed.
You have to say ‘I am a writer’
even if you don’t think you are. You have to make a commitment. We do it for
love, for marriage, for work, for a football team, for a guy or gal we know
deep down will probably leave us sooner than later.
Better to ‘marry creativity’ I tell my students every
year, and when creativity starts to lag, find a way to stimulate it into action
again. Take a trip. Go alone, or with a writing friend - make the arrangements,
take care of all the details: visas, plane tickets, hotel bookings - turn
fantasy into reality. If you can do it for travel why can’t you do it for
writing?
Lovely piece, Jan. I'm currently engaged to creativity. I love the idea that being a living breathing sense collector is your job for 6 weeks. Beautiful image.
ReplyDeleteQuite an inspiring piece.I like it.
ReplyDeleteQuite an inspiring piece.I like it.
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